Me against what exactly?

You know how sometimes you are just so angry at yourself, wishing that things would just be right for once. But how many times have things been right but you just don't realize it? We tend to remember the bad ones, appreciate and also fond over them because somehow they bring out the most emotions out of you. I for one admit that i remember my tears more than my laughter.

Pah! I shall stop trying to understand emotions and feelings altogether.

It's not good to give up.

But sometimes it is when you know that certain things will just meet walls or when things are just impossible. It really saddens me when i have to let something go or give things up when i have been holding on for so long. Then again, i wasn't supposed to in the first place. Really. Seriously. I shouldn't have started and i shouldn't have allowed this to happen. Sure, no one got hurt. No one knew and no one realized.

You know how moms use to tell you the kettle is hot and you just had to touch it? Yea, you end up getting hurt.